One-year-eve

I woke up this morning feeling like an exposed, raw nerve.

I woke up this morning feeling like the life I’ve created for myself is starting to pull apart at the seams.

I woke up this morning feeling like my mind is cracking open.

I woke up this morning wishing I will never be around alcohol or people drinking ever again.

I woke up this morning feeling sore and hurt and in pain.

I woke up this morning feeling regret and weighing 3.2 pounds more than where I started the weekend.

I woke up this morning feeling like the rest my life is going to be spent saying no to things I want.

I woke up this morning wanting to own my truth, to recover out loud, and to share my journey with anyone who will listen.

I woke up scared to do that.

 

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