I fought for you for so long

For the last 10 years I have done everything I could think of to keep alcohol in my life. I would cut out beer for a month because it makes me bloated. I would only drink wine or liquor. That was how I got lost on my way home from the bar one night. I would skip meals or eat way too little before a big night out on the town. This would lead to a quick black out. I would do high intensity workouts during the week before a drinking holiday ( St. Patty’s, Christmas, what have you) to try and off set the calories.

I’m so sick of it. I’m tired of fighting to keep alcohol in my life. I don’t want to do it anymore. I fought for you, alcohol, for so long and I just can’t do it anymore. There’s no room for you. We no longer fit into the same space. Please leave and never come back.


This is what I want to make room for.


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